I forgot to go to church to stutter
rote prayers or sing hail to Mary
I forgot that I like my bread
broken with butter or dipped
in seasoned oil
and no matter how much I
drink from the cup you pass
I am still thirsty
I forgot I like to smoke Marlboros
with my right hand
in thick heavy drags
while whiskey cracks ice in my left
and no matter how long I wait
for the glinting razor to cut ample white lines
I am perpetually numb
I forgot that condolences lie in the light of day
but perhaps my query comes at
a price already paid |